“Solaya” is my soul name and my earthly name is Helga Irma Wrazidlo.

I don't have very fond memories of my childhood. My father died when I was six years old, my mother couldn't look after us children because of all her work and worries, and I still have three older brothers. The youngest of my brothers was very fond of alcohol and became rowdy and abusive, he would rather hang around in the pub or at home than earn money. He would raid my mother's bank account and he would take my middle brother's clothes, and if he wanted something from me, whether it was to get cigarettes or I was sitting in his seat, he would hit me at will. As my mother was a bit scared of him herself, she couldn't protect me from him and so a loving, cordial relationship didn't develop between my mother and me.

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Although I was more of a boy as a child, I beat up the boys at school, climbed trees, could never walk properly, always had to run and ride scooters, I became more and more shy and inhibited the older I got. After leaving secondary school, I trained as a sales clerk, the first year was terrible, when a customer came in the store door, I made sure I could escape to the back door as quickly as possible, so I had inhibitions towards people. I preferred to be in the warehouse, packing and labeling goods. After a few months, that all calmed down a bit and I even started to enjoy serving customers.

When I was 17, I met my partner through a colleague. He was my first and only man for 25 years. After three years we moved into an apartment together, the first 12-13 years were OK, but then another woman came into the picture. After more than two years, I thought the haunting was finally over and we had found each other again, but there was still the baby in the woman's belly, which was developing into a girl.

I became ill - could no longer breathe through my nose - saw various doctors, a naturopath, had a nose operation, but it was two and a half years before I was able to breathe freely through my nose again after another operation. During this time, we grew further and further apart and each went our own way. After my nose story, things continued with my abdomen - I was always in a lot of pain during the days - until I finally had my uterus removed and after that my physical health went uphill. Now I had psychological stress with my family - my mother and one of my brothers - I told my mother on the phone that I didn't want to see or hear anything more from her and my brother and family. That really got on my nerves, so I needed the support of my alternative practitioner.
Once I had digested this matter, it was now my turn to deal with my relationship. I had found out that he had been living with his daughter's mother again for some time, more or less. Now was the time to take my life into my own hands and continue on my path without him. All this soul garbage left heavy traces in my body, my immune system was so dilapidated that I picked up whatever illness I could find.

I bought a condominium, I wanted something of my own.

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Apart from the electrics, tiling and laminate work, I renovated everything on my own....Wallpaper taken down.....Rolled plaster applied........Painted with paint etc. After more than three months of renovation, I was finally able to move in. Here in the middle of the forest, so close to nature, I felt indescribably at ease, because it is something beautiful, it always gives me strength and energy.
I photographed fascinating sunrises from my apartment or simply when the forest dress changes or the squirrels play with each other or a great spotted woodpecker is at work, there are many opportunities to take beautiful pictures.

I am very romantic, love togetherness, dinner for two by candlelight and soft music, spring, summer, sun, vacation, good conversations, I love animals, I had two cats and a Bernese Mountain Dog which I unfortunately had to put down.

I feel very comfortable by the water, I can sit there for hours, look at it and relax, well, my star sign is also Pisces. Pisces have a passion for diving into their own world and leaving everything behind. 

I feel very drawn to spirituality, to the invisible, because I'm always asking myself questions about life, what am I, who am I, what do I want, what is the meaning of life? What thoughts do I have, what can I change through my thoughts, what is the aura, what is karma, do coincidences really exist?

Wellness is another topic that keeps me very busy.
It is very important for our lives that we feel good in our skin, that body, mind and soul are in harmony, that we are simply healthy and that we take this topic seriously. 

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