My conviction

It always felt so good and right that I couldn't do anything else.

I was always firmly convinced that what I believed in and what I did was the way... my way. Again and again, however, the day came when I couldn't go any further. Over time, I began to feel as if I were tied tightly to a long, thick, and strong rubber band. This far and no further! It seemed to be developing into a "game without limits."

I didn't give up and always believed in myself.

I absorbed all the information I could find about the subconscious and the like, about the topics of success, thoughts, and self-confidence. The things that were important to me stuck with me and I was able to implement them, but I still didn't really feel like I was making any progress. My financial situation was swallowing me deeper and deeper into the abyss of debt. I was on cloud nine when I encountered a business opportunity for the second time. This had to be truly successful! I was so convinced of it, and my faith in it was unwavering!

The second chance.

The business opportunity, which I was fortunate enough to learn about for the second time, has since been intensively developed. I quickly knew this was my business; it fit perfectly into my future plans. The concept may be very unusual, but it is a trustworthy, honest business. "Now things are finally looking up again, I thought!" I absorbed every seminar, every presentation, but no matter what I did to grow my business, I simply couldn't achieve success. All of the affirmations I used to reprogram my subconscious for success had certainly found their way there, but my ACTIONS to make my business flourish continued to bear no fruit! At that point, I had indeed found access to my inner self, but everything inside was still very dark.

I didn't give up, this is my business, were my thoughts.

The time came when I said "goodbye" to Germany and flew to the island on a one-way ticket. I told myself that if I left the negative energy I was trapped in here in Germany behind me, then success would finally come to me! It remained simply a wish! I held on to that until I experienced my total downfall. By "total" I meant no more money, and everything I had put in place to build up financial reserves came to nothing, which meant a "forced fast" for several weeks! I only had a roof over my head thanks to the "goodwill" of my landlady!

The lesson of my life, a really crazy experience.

The process I was able to experience, living this situation, allowed me to get to know my inner life. In doing so, I realized how immensely important the inner life is, because it is the true life, the control center of my life – your life – our life!

My recommendation from these experiences: if something isn't working out the way you wanted, don't wait too long and look inside yourself to see what's going on. Maybe it's not really your path!